Tuesday, December 16, 2008
a good trip to the airport(where i used to frequent whenever i'm down) made me feel better. i guess cooping myself up at home and keeping to myself really isn't the way. i also ate 2 rounds of popeyes for supper haha. i actually managed to laugh at myself and look back and think about how silly i was to think a certain way(or many ways actually). i can sit down calmly and actually start listing out why i'm really upset and disappointed. i have even sort of a plan for myself to find back my inner peace and focus on work for next year. thanks douya :) i'm sorry if you're sick of listening to me or if i really don't make sense and you keep laughing at me. and to make myself happier, i got myself blue nails those like the thomas and friends choo-choo train cartoon kind of blue. and even if it looks crazy and i do sound kind of crazy and appear crazy for this period, i guess it's fine. as louie said, it's okay to be crazy now because everyone will understand. something like that haha. and douya has purple barney nails which are lovely. we will definitely go back to that shop to do our nails :) wq you should try too! west coast plaza the new hip place to be. haha and also, welcome back! we should have that way overdue sleepover! and i will trim my hair on friday!
love you like a sister;
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